Saturday, March 01, 2003

hey guys i just wanted to share what a thai woman answered when asked what romance is...

romance is so hard to describe. and it depends on the person.
it's not the material possesions, a room full of flowers, dinner
under the moonlight, or even a 5 carat lucida cut diamond ring.

romance to me is telling my new boyfriend
that i think i'm pregnant and it's not his...
and he still stands by me and rocks me
to sleep in the midst of tears.

when telling him that we don't have "our" song yet.
and he later takes me to the park and
ask me to dance. no music. just the silence
of the night. and he holds me tight and tells me that this is 'our' song.

when explaining to him why i love a
particular painting. and the whole
time he just stares at me in such a
way that it makes me feel as if he's
touching me. sumthing almost like.
his eyes touching me. and at the end he just says, you're amazing. i love you.

the little things that matter. of all the places
we've been to together. he always picked
up a stone. kept it and used a marker to write the
place and the date where he got the stone from.
and he presents me with a little pouch. full of
stones from all the places we've been to. to
outsiders they are just stones. to me. they are moments.

to me. that is romance.

by teazor

Monday, February 24, 2003

I need not to need
or else a love with intuition
someone who reaches out to my weakness
and won't let go
I need not to need
I've always been the tower
but now I feel like I'm the flower
trying to bloom in snow

chorus from the song "the tower" by Vienna Teng

Sunday, February 23, 2003

Now there’s nothing left to fear
The worst has happened and its clear
Trapped between the motives of your kiss
We all change that’s how it is

Its not me its you
You can’t blame me ‘coz its true
Now were off to something new
Its not easy now were through

Falling in and out of love
Can’t seem to hold my hopes on you
Now were running fast and nothing’s meant to last
Were broken in two
I move to feel the words beneath your skin
I end up shattered lost and wondering
I could only give up much just to feel you

a song by a good friend, Coy Placido of the band Session Road